Thot's...

So after reading a fellow bloggers post on thoughts this afternoon it left me thinking. I didn't know it but I must have been in a reflective mood all day. I thought an awful lot. I remembered most of my musings. They must have all meant something...

Thot's on why some friends complain about something you didn't do but then go and do the same thing back to you.

Thot's on wanting to do and be so much more for the Lord..not because I have to or should but because of the longing in my heart to WANT to.

Thot's of how easy it is to reject someone when you feel they've done you wrong...followed very quickly by hard it is to live and be like Christ.

Thot's of looking forward to growing old with my hubby.

Thot's of getting lost in worship and in prayer.

Thot's of how happy I can feel just watching my boys.

Thot's of how crazy they drive me sometimes.

Thot's of still believing its summer although I step outside into that dark, cold, heavy fall weather.

Thot's on how great a big brother my Tornado is turning into and feeling a thrill when I see him love and care and always want to be with his baby brother.

Thot's on how icky a feeling it is to be left out, dwelling on it, then realizing it isn't worth it and there are much bigger matters in Life.

Thot's so much on how God must really be working in me, because I've come so far...

Thot's of how amazing it is to get to watch a baby grow & how much love can overflow for them

Thot's on driving by beautiful, old houses teeming with age & character and aching to someday buy & redo one myself.

Thot's of dread, wondering if my boys will turn out okay, if I can ever be everything I need to be for them to turn out to be truly good, wonderful human beings.

And lastly thot's on how I adore the times when we do this: (poor baby missed out since he was already snoozing soundly in his own bed)